Sunday, June 05, 2005

disappointed once again

matt is driving me insane. i feel like im always doing everything i can for him, and he doesnt do anything for me. today i was begging him to let me suck him off. and he wouldn't. like when does he ever do something like that for me? its not fair. i spend all my money and time with him, and he just...fucking doesnt care. life is gay.

got kinda drunk tonight...but i dunno. wasnt that great. no one else was drunk, just me and matt.

whatever. im failing like everything and i just....want to fucking give up!!! gahhh


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